I'll write my songs, they'll sing along and hope time heals everything...

Hi, My name is Aleera Paulsen and I PLAY BASS

I've been ueber busy with everything and I've kinda let my blog whither and die like some science fair project plant that was given no care whatsoever. I promise that I will be better in the future.


I'm updating today because Mr. Drew Smith told Nate I should. Well, how's this for an update?

I've been thinking a lot about things lately. That's what you do when you have absolutely nothing to do and you are confined to a chair. I've been thinking that maybe I might be a little hung up on Nate. I know it's safe to write that here because I know that he won't read my blog. I don't know why I'm still hung up on him. We haven't been together since 2010. I guess it just took me that long for me to find my true feelings towards him. But he's got a girlfriend, and I've got work I always have to do. It just wouldn't work out.


It seems like I'm the only one of my friends that is single. Even Natalie is going out on a date with Taylor this week. I really do suck at being single. I get whistled at bad pickup lines thrown towards me whenever I go anywhere, but that's not what I really want. I want someone who listens, puts up with my hectic schedule and most importantly doesn't see me as just a girl but sees me as someone that they will support no matter what.

I actually won't mind if Nate read this (on his own), but please don't tell him to.

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Far Cry From Fearless is going on a break because some FUCKING DILDOES Wait.. do you add an e when you pluralize dido? Because now it likes like dilDOES. Whatever, anyway, some FUCKING DILDOS had to go and make my best friend, Natalie Neurotoxin who is one of nicest young women in the Lawrence music scene cry for around 12 straight hours. Yeah, that's how much you hurt her. I'm really disappointed in every single one of you.
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To be honest, that's all I've got to say right now.
I'm going to go to Rudy's now. Buh-bye!